Look on 2 Sides, and will You?

It been 2 months long for my internship's life in Penang. Within these 2 months, there were too many ups and downs happened. Through that, I learnt and I gained my real life experiences; and it really colorful my life.

LIFE is colorful, if our whole life just going smoothly, no any challengers; it is impossible to make us growth. Don't u think so? The every single experience is actually a factor to make me become even more tough. In term of psychological, my thought can become more mature. For sure, I'm still in exploring stage, so I have to explore more in my life :)

When I flash back to the 1st month Penang's life, I really felt so down and emo all the times. After all, this was the very first time for me working in an environment that I not familiar with. I have to start to adapt everything here. I found many 1st time experiences for myself- alone having my meal, 1st time used public transport (Rapid Penang), 1st time watch movie alone. Sound silly,huh~XD Well, those things were make myself more independent; sometimes I'm quite enjoyed with the time ALONE. Can't denied that, the times for alone too frequently will be bored as well. So, this will make me start to missing my family and friends. That's why, everything got 2 sides reviews. It is bad, but not that worst. This is good, and not that best. Be optimistic always helped to manage our emotion.

In reality, that is no anything match with what you think and what you predicted. Is right that, should imaging than only can have a back up plan.Yet, don't try to hope that will be comes in what you predicted can be same in reality. Both wouldn't exist in 100% equal, maybe 50% equal~ It is so easy to talk so, but when you really in the situation, you will stuck in the half way, you will don't know how to cope them,especially in manage your emotion. BUT, you have to try right, never try and never know. Why don't give yourself a chance?

Pros & Cons, Goods & Bads... Never mind, they will growth you up. Why too care, just try to faced it and you will found out more! :)

不懂。

对于某些事情，虽然你已经努力过；可是依然无所收获。感叹：“现实与理想中的公平是否能够取个平衡？！”

曾经为自己想得到的东西努力地争取,到后来。。。也不过是白费！然而却有人侥幸地得到~虽然我们的资格差落不大，心里一直在问：到底原因何在？！*我并没有抱着鄙视他们的心，只是心里一直搞不懂真真的原因？！

也许这叫勉强没幸福，可是心里一直耿耿于怀，真的有少许调适不过来~或许得到后可能会后悔，可是若你得不到总觉得那可能是你想象中的美好。

矛盾﹑自责﹑哭过﹑伤心过已经告一段落，愿我的第2选择若不能与我想象中的那么理想，也不至于差。

视为一种磨练+吸取经验是自我安慰的最佳方法。我必须告诉自己：“这是一个让你成长的阶段，加油！只要熬过，那就是对自己的一个最好交代。”

New Hair Style

Suddenly got mood to write something for my blog^^

Finally, I decide to cut my long hair which been accompany me for 5 years long.I think~It was not a decision that I make it so sudden,but I had considered for a long times. And at the end, I choose to have a new look,new hairstyle and cut it become short and shorter~ Felt happy that, my friends also felt that's not a bad try=] So, try a new thing also can be colorful your life. At least you got TRY!

Hmm...I think it was the hair length that considered shorter in my life. But...That Is false.

1 month later, I already felt bored with it~I want shorter than that. Again, I cut it.hehe...As people said, when you try to cut your hair from long to short,you will want it become shorter and shorter. Before that, I'm ignore of it. However, when you really tried and you will know what it is the feeling^^

The shortest one^^

Anyhow, I hope my hair will grow longer soon,because I already possess a short hair in my life;)

21st Birthday- Simple, yet Memorable.

Just pass my 21st birthday. Before that,I think my 21st birthday will be just like normal day because it fall on exam week. Yet, I got many surprise^^

The day before my big day somethings unpleasant was happened. I argued with my mom. On that time, I'm thinking I'm the right and she shouldn't said something like that to me. After get a call from my dear, and she has give her opinion and advice to me. Thanks dear, u are one of the person who can be my listener. I really appreciate to have a dear like you. Love u so much.

I'm pleasant that I ate all kinds of cakes in my 21st big day. Hehe...Consequently, my weight also increase proportionally=( So happy that Mandy, Poh Yee, William and Jia Ning was the 1st who celebrate the earlier birthday with me. My dear purposely come to Kampar celebrate with me. They thought give me a surprise, but coincidently it failed to do so.Haha... We celebrate at Kampar's Pizza Hut, and the food was disappointed for all of us=(

Anyhow, I really so touch=] Thx dearss!!

A group shot at Kampar's Pizza Hut

Zoe, I didnt took any photo with you. But, still remember the Secret Recepi's cheese cakes from you and Kah Huei.hehe...Thx,dear=]

Happily that Suet Yee, Chea Jing & Wai Kin also brought me a cake. Thankssss=] Hope our "Happy Gang" will happy always^^ Although my classmates just celebrate with me with simple, it was a regard from you guys. Thanks too~

Chea Jing, me(a bite sloppy) & Suet Yee^^

Again us and my dear-Poh Yee^^

So,I think my birthday celebration will be just like that. I can't imaging that the last surprise will be come on 15 of Sep (My birthday). Yoon Yan, Lan Xin, Hon Kheong and Mun Cheong came my hostel and give me a big big surprise. I cry for that day, really out of my expectation! They brought me a Tiramisu Cake and Red Wine.haha...Am I in Holiday, still drink wine and beer during exam.hahaha... Thank you so and so much for what u guys done T^T

Kok Lee, Hon Kheong, Mun Cheong, Yoon Yan & Lan Xin

Appreciate that I had a simple, yet memorable 21st birthday celebration from my friends=] Thanksss... Felt grace that, my birthday was not alone and my friends still remember my birthday.

Gathering

Study week sound like holidays^^

Planned not going back hometown until final exam was finish,but 1 of my buddy-Chee Man back from Singapore and asked for hang out together. True,I have no reason to reject him and I'm thinking it will be a good time for us to have a gathering.

As usual,we had watched movie-Piranha and follow by singK.

The memory that I got after the movie was- HORRIBLE!!! Damn~I scream like crazy at the cinema.Before that, I thought this movie was quite interesting, but that not as what I thought.

Anyway, have an opportunity watch movie with friends also not that bad=]

The day after, we when for singK and visit art exhibition at Ipoh Parade. Yeah~We go for support our dear friend-Mei Yee. I like her abstract painting. Feel delightful=]

Mei Yee's abstract painting.

My hp's camera quality not that good=(

Actually I thought will get surprise from them, especially my dears-Apple and Zoe. Thought can celebrate my early 21st birthday with them.A bite dissapointed,haiz...Sometimes, I feel like ignore by others.

Anyhow, I had a blast weekend with all my friends^^

The next will be, dating with REVISION. Ganbateh for me!!!

Times gone faster

Recently my mind was recall & rethink many things.

I really realize that times can prove everything. U actually can find out what is the good & bad around u. Something that u feel that is right or good, finally tat's not at the end. World just so complicated~

I don't know how to express my feeling, just difficult to said & this is so abstract. Sometimes, I think I'm thinking too much. Maybe assignment really make my mind stuck! I think is the times for me going to have a pillow talk with my dears.

HOPE

Hope is a floodlight for our future and wishes we had make. With this "Hope" it could motivate us to looking forward and strive to achieve our goals.

Everytime, when we feel frustrate or depressed we do HOPE everything will be find and our hope will really come true in our life. Hope is abstract, a glimmer of hope could lead us move from the bad and go toward the way we hope to have.

However, if our expectation is too high, our hope will make us disappointed. Thus, hope not necessarily make us success; but without hope the chance for us to succeed might less.